March 3, 2006
Earlier I remembered small but now relevant anecdote from one day in my sixth grade science class. One afternoon as the towering Mrs. Repko surveyed the class perched atop her high stool, peering behind coke bottle glasses, she noticed a student wearing a then-popular sweatshirt reading “B.U.M. Equipment”. “B.U.M. Equipment?” she sneered. “B.U.M.? Does it mean you’re a bum?” He shrugged. “Well, she replied, “I wouldn’t want the word “bum” on me. You can’t just wear some brand and not know what it means. What would people think of you? And you don’t even know what is stands for!”
This on the heels of Damon Wayans’ recently publicized fourteen-month “struggle” to trademark the word “nigga” for a proposed clothing line. I can imagine the logo now, embroidered in a swirling cursive font of history and culture, labelling the wearer, achieving perfect brand identification. Naturally, the usual nigga conversation has been aroused, this time harmonized within the perfect pitch of recent commentators; Oprah, Kanye, the death of Richard Pryor, even a hilarious story on local news considering a teacher’s suspension for using the word. Personally, considering the fact that nigger/nigra/nigga/nukka has long-now been used in black culture, I find the recent surge in loose usage (which has seemingly replaced the word “um”) bizarre. Briefly, since the fervent adoption of nigga has gotten out of hand, and because I tire of relative non-negro strangers asking me my opinion on the matter, (whatever the nigger matter of the moment is), I share a few points with you now.
1. The mispronunciation of a word (nigger to nigga) does not indeed make it a new word, no matter how deliberate. Neither does attaching a new meaning. Its the same word with a different connotation. That’s how words work. If I’m correct, the phonetic spelling “n-i-g-g-a” came long after the vernacular mispronunciation of it, and prompted by a gaping need to consciously retool the word from whence it came. The defense that “nigga” is a different word was invented by its users and has allowed the “n-word” in whichever incarnation to ride from lip to lip, openly in public.
The idea that nigga is a totally new and different word, and thus, defending the joyous fervor in using it, is just retarded. Oh, did my using “retarded” offend you? Maybe I should have spelled it “ratarded”, because that’s the way it sounds in my head.
2. To continue, the in-group vernacular of “nigger” has been used for ages, certainly before rap music, certainly before white people knew about it, and certainly before the “tit for tat” equality mindset of political correctness set in. I’m not a proponent of nigger in any form of pronunciation however there is something to be said about eradicating in-group language or cultural practices because an out-group doesn’t appreciate or understand it. Black people, however, have a right to bemoan its presence if they so feel like it, just as blacks have a right to disable public use of black motifs and stereotypes.
The idea appears that if white people, or generally non- “down” people can’t use “nigga” then no one should. Fundamentally, this is wrong. Furthermore, it’s also been lamented that “nigga” and “nigger” confuses white people, who, evidenced by their disappointment in confusion, obviously still want to use it.
3. Its very possible that in certain regions of the nation, this day and age finds young black people who’ve never been called a racial slur to their face. Considering the intricacies of race and prejudice are poorly taught or discussed in America, does it surprise you that “nigga” has become so easily divorced from its obvious etymology?
Yours Truly,
Ms. Danielle